From the time I met and knew Barbara in 1977 she was a very sweet girl who when I started dating her in 1983 and then married her in 1985 had become a very loving , kind and wonderful and beautiful young woman.   Barbie and I shared a deep and loving marriage until we BOTH took it for granted that our love would always keep it self alive and it started to fade for us both.   I would of never left her and was ready to rededicate my love and life to my wife and best friend in 1993, but for Barbie , the winds of change had all ready swept through her once huge and loving heart and she gave up on me, us and our kids and has now in 2011 gone all the way into the abyss of darkness with no contact with her two kids from our marriage and her grandson and granddaughter as she blames everybody else for her past mistakes that have left her a sad and lonely women married to a selfish and hateful husband that beats her down mentally into his submissive wife.    I believe the  only reason Barbara Blosch stays in this loveless marriage is to collect a huge life insurance claim upon the death of her grossly over-weight and unhealthy husband !   I will continue this preview of my next entry in my BLOG here soon....     Here are a few pics to show how Happy and Loving our relationship and marriage was between November 1983 and November 1993 before we became the real life story behind GnR's great song.."November Rain"  .....