Monday, 26 December 2011
I guess the reason that Barbara L. Blosch didn't make any effort to spend any time with or talk to her very own kids, Amanda and Jacob and only two grandkids, Landon and Sophie this Christmas Season is one only she must know....A mother and grandmother whose love for her kids must always show....But, Barbara chose to ignore and hurt her flesh and blood this Holiday season ...... Nobody could really be that mean or without reason......But i'm sure Barbie just blamed it on everybody else.....you, me and even the tiny church mouse.....You see Barbie lives in a world of make-believe, where she has never hurt or has wronged anybody she has ever loved or conceived......Barbie lives with her guilt and shame.... by never admitting she was ever wrong and somebody else was always to blame...So just like with her own children who she was there for and loved.....only to walk away from them and make them feel shoved.....Barbie has now done the same with her grandkids too.....yes, that's right, Landon and little Sophie too.....They both knew their Nina and loved her too.....So now they can only wonder why Nina has left them without even saying goodbye....Landon tells me that Nina will be nice now....He wants to believe that Nina will come back to him some how.....Barbara's kids and grandkids don't want her money or gifts....They just want her unconditional love with no rifts.....They want a mother's love and advice and the peace of mind that no matter what , she will not treat them cold as ice.....Barbie's life must have a huge void with no relationship to her own kids and grandchildren.....So she fills it with anger and hate as she grows older and jaded.....And has forgot how special being a family and in love once was, as those great days are now faded.....Barbie lives in a unhappy marriage of convience alone and with a broken spirit and soul.....She has the ability to change and be the loving mother she use to be once more.....Only Barbie knows why she has stop being a mother.....We can only hope and pray she will be again , like no other......We are just left to wonder why Barbie has become the Grinch...... We hope it's just a bad dream and she will wake up with a pinch.....If not, time rolls on and on....the kids will surive and love the family they do have.....while Barbie grows old alone and lives with her many regrets, all while using denial and blame as her comfort sauve......So as Christmas Season has passed and Barbara chose not to be around at all.....Nobody knows the reason why.....except that her heart had shrunk 5 sizes to small.....
